| | After a lot of thinking time on what to or not to blog about, its quite surprising to discover that you're mind gets a little better when its already 5a.m. in the morning.
I'm here at anne's place with diane (mae-c couldn't come) and thanks to her, i found a way to satisfy my hunger to see gossip girls season two. (Which apparently has been my addiction since last night, when I watched the full season till morning. much like tonight) I think people in my generation loved it for one reason. Its an extended Mean Girls series. lots of secrets, lots of twists, and a lot of girl evil.
Yesterday was supposed to be a happy day for me, and for jerick. But unfortunatley, his kid is sick AGAIN which is why he didn't have the guts to ask money from his mom. 'cuz today, he's taking that child to the doctor. (do i sound indifferent? well, i guess that's what 5a.m. does to me, it makes me a little more honest) It didn't bug me that much, actually. It did, only for about an hour, then i was fine. Until he started all the drama again, asking me if i still loved him, and those things.
I just let it pass. It doesn't bug me as much as the early months. As I've heard on tv earlier... relationships also grow as time goes by. The past weeks have been smooth sailing for the both of us. And honestly, its doing us good.
We haven't been fighting as much (in fact, I couldn't remember the last time we fought)
It doesn't bug me anymore If I don't get to see him so often
It doesn't even bother me if he replies to me after an hour
Its not like I don't care anymore. I just...Grew.
In the early parts of our relationship, I was immature. I was insecure. I get easily annoyed by small things. And its also because of trust issues. Now, I guess its either I trust him a lot now, or I also want some time for myself. A lot of people may not realize, but my relationships that work are those in which I get to be with the guy often. That's why we made it for a year, and i guess, growth will make us stay longer. I'm very much happy with myself in my relationship.
The extra "c" in my life is wilting. the excitement is gone. He doesn't text me anymore. Well, its not all worth it anyway. maybe I just really liked the thrill, but even then, I knew it was gonna end sometime. But i gotta admit, It was really fun getting close to people who're mature for their age. Unlike most of the guys I know who're all about good time, being carefree and talking about themselves all day.
He's too young anyway.
Krysta torres - so trying hard to be friends with people from my school. what an act. so you realized you don't have friends anymore...deal with it. you're too pathetic. even for yourself.
to the freaks of the other section - watch out for me. its going to be a very very rough ride if fate drives me to you. especially to the girl with the thick lips. I hope you're pregnant. If not, I'll make you miserable anyway.
to my dear friend - c'mon. that girl's not even you're type. she has a bad reputation, she does not get along well with our friends, they don't like her, she's too aggressive for you...and...she's ugly.
bringin' out the bitch baby. xoxo
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