| | nakakapagod din. Ever since dad died I had a feeling I was taking over all the responsibilities. And true enough, here I am now. Yesterday I went to the grocery. Its been a long time Mama keeps ordering food and spending P200 or more EVERY MEAL. tatlo nalang kami, pero ganto pa rin ka-laki yung gastos namin. hindi na pwede yun sa sitwasyon namin. sobrang hindi na pwede. Kaya nag-grocery ako. Naisip ko, kada rice, we pay P10. A kilo f rice is just like P30. And the meals. I was able to get half a kilo of chicken legs at 72.00 compared to the food we buy which is like double the price and less the quantity.
Yung mga utang namin. Or rather, utang ni daddy, ako ngayon gumagawa ng paraan para mabayaran. Kulang nalang lumuhod ako sa mga tita ko para lang makakuha kami ng pera para mabayaran ang mga yun. Ubos na ubos narin yung pride ko, para lang makapaghanap ako ng pang tuition. Thank God, I was able to pay for the whole semester.
Minsan, ang bigat bigat na. Yung mga renter namin, hindi nagbabayad. Ang hirap nila singilin. Wala rin silang maibayad kasi hirap din sila. Sobrang hirap naman... ang bata ko pa para pasanin ang responsibilidad ni daddy. ALL of this, beside the fact na may sarili pa akong mga personal problems. I just ended a relationship...
Wala na kami ni jerick. c'mon. everyone knows its for the better, pero it doesn't feel that way. It always has.
minsan lang ang hapdi talaga. pag naaalala ko lahat... oh man. Ang hirap, I swear.
Hindi ko nga alam kun hanggang kailan ko papasanin ito lahat eh. Ang alam ko lang... wala akong choice. |
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